Monday, March 28//12:16:00 PM
Woke up at 9plus today..Perhaps I was too worried for darly cos he is having his second paper today..Gave him morning call at 7.15 then went back to sleep..But when Jiejie woke up to prepare for school I woke up le..Cant sleep after so came online..Had a feeling that something bad will happen today..Will I fall to my death??Will I get knocked down by a car??What will happen?!?!Hate to feel helpless not knowing what to do..Anyway, was quite busy the past few days with the project and stuff..Got 2 major presentations tomorrow, Marketing and Inno Project..I dont ever want to screw up Marketing like I did for my ICA again..She had the chance of being cocky..Sad thing that she only possess the standard for number2..At least I was first before, and I shall jolly well get back into position for the next marketing module!! *Must strive hard* Serves me right for not doing well this semester cos I know I really din put in as much effort as last semester..But look on the bright side, it wasnt really that badly done..Just din get first ah, but at least I passed..I truly depise you for who you are..I believe you got no true friends who would stand by you in times of need, cos all you do is let your life revolve round your bf..Only going to friends like my bf when you need his help..You deserve no friend at all, cos you got the perception of friends totally wrong!!
Recently, the thought of quitting school and going into teaching keeps coming to me..Thinking of what I should do after I get this not-so-useful diploma just turns me off..Why din I just go into MDIS or any other private school that will jolly well offer me any business course that my O level score wont..Should have gone into teaching too..Just think, learn to teach for 2 years, then a qualified teacher at the age of 19!!How fulfilling can life be??Passing on knowledge, of course there is the part of getting bullied by delinquents..But the sense of satisfaction is just there..
Ciaos..Am going to shower and wait for my darly to have lunch and go study study study..
HAPPPY BELATED ONE MONTH TO PI SAI!!
*27-02-2005*