Wednesday, May 4//2:31:00 AM
Today is the release of my important results..I've been trying from who knows what time till the maintainance time, and it just keeps displaying "Your results are not available yet." I was like so darn anxious and nervous and they just plainly display this.. -_-"" I was scary that I dropped a few drops of tears..Super worried for my maths and dcn..Happy for my friends that got their results and passed already..And I cant imagine that she actually wished me good luck and told darx I'll pass..Wow~~Hypocrisy or true wishes??Anyway, thank you whatever your intentions..Went tanning with darx just now..The sun was blazing, so shiok..Best part: SUNBURN..Read: SUNBURN!!Which means I'll be moulting in a few days time..Got to confine myself at home..I'm rather satisfied with my tann now..At least I wont look too sickly and pale right Gem??But I think I will go back to square one after the skin peels..It always happens..Otherwise, a very MINIMAL change in skin tone..Lol..
Really got to meet up my dear dear friends soon..Miss all of them..Even the not close ones..Somehow I just feel that if given a chance, perhaps we could understand each other better and might just get hooked and locked on each others' path..So, shall arrange an outing with my dear dear friends and they shall ask along their dear dear friends whom I'm not so close to and try to get close to them!!I think my friends know who I mean..
ANNOUNCEMENT:
Luo Kanyi, my Darx, my Niuniu, my Darly, my Darling, my Boyboy, my anything and everything, has officially stopped smoking!!I'm so proud of darx..He has kicked the habit!!No, not kick the bucket, but kick the habit/addiction of SMOKING!!Out of the evil clutches of NICOTINE!!I feel so much healthier with him already..Healthy him, healthy me, future healthy baby/babies~~He has gone through a rough patch to come to where he is today..So many side effects of the cold turkey..Super dry skin, the arms and his lips..Lips cracked and bled..Arms and legs itch and he scratched till rash appeared..Hurts me so to see that, wanted to tell him to stop but couldn't bear to, cos afterall its for his own good..So can only see him suffer..But now, everything is for the better..His mummy will be so happy if she knew too!!
Darx:
Remember on Shaun's birthday, Jerry and I were talking about ciggies and you told them you haven't been smoking for some time..They were so shocked and astonished to hear that..I could sense that they were happy for you..Most importantly, I was truly happy too!!I'm so proud to be the motivation for you to quit~~I love you darx.. *^o^*
Last prayer before the release of results at 4am??Or at 6am??